last day of the year.. OH YEAH!
okie, went to the LAST appointment at ttsh and finally, i dont have to go back there anymore! i just like the doctor so much and i tot, perhaps he's too handsome to be one. sorry babe. haha but the doctor is really just too friendly and he cheered after me upon hearing ive fully recovered. it was such a fab moment that i would never get it again. =D
went to tuition yesterday. haha throughout all these months, tyron seems to be like my little brother more than a student. seeing him improving gradually, in terms of character, has nevertheless brought me so much satisfaction that one can imagine. though there are a few frustrations caused by his super duper laziness, they are nothing compared to the joy he has brought. his innocence and playfulness can be drives for me to work harder sometimes. i just love this little guy. haha
school has been... eh.. dont really remember. think ive played too much in school this year that i couldnt really remember what ive learnt. oh korean and psychology.. but what? haha aiya, overall.. school has been fun as usual cos i have such a great, hyper, noisy clique in school! HAHA and i really mean noisy. =p
ok, sth to emo..
this year has been a happening year for me. my 21st year in this world. by looking at the memories my friends have during their birthdays, im so happy for them. but on the other hand, i just feel sour sometimes. perhaps cos i dont have such a fab birthday this year or perhaps, im just too greedy in wanting more. i would never ever imagine that i would celebrate my 21st birthday by listening to the world with only a ear. sounds so emo but no one knows how much tears, how much fear i have through this period. just hate ppl asking me how i spent my birthday. though baby babe has really put in so much effort in cheering me up, the kind of regret is one thing that nothing could subsitute. aarrgghh .. forget it.
i shall look into the future now. i have such a fab family who always support me in every way! i have a silly baby babe who keeps on pampering me that im gonna be a spoilt brat in no time. and i have frens who are so funny. so so so.. i should have no reason to dwell in self-pity. im just so fab! cos ive just got so many new clothes that my wardrobe gonna explode in to pieces any moment! haha look forward to 2009 for another FAB year!!
cheers everyone =D
what we could have been, 12:38 PM.